at dis moment, im feeling down.. reali down.. MOE juz announced results wud b out end of the week.. so it means i hv to wake up fm my sleep n fantasies n try to work out some plans for my future.. well, it depends on how 'well' i'd do.. last sat went to the career and education fair 2008 at suntec (previous week went to suntec for NTU's program talk), der's alot of options.. but it all seems complicated.. ):
im down and i'v nt bn gg to work, which makes me more susceptible to think of these so called plans.. haha, i'v bn hearing rumors (b4 MOE announced the result day) tt our papers went missing and tt the examiners misplaced our papers, etc,etc.. tt's y our results were late.. haha, c how fragile and naive minds cud b wen one tinks too much.. haha.. gosh.. my 'haha' 'sounds' so unconvincing..
im a happy person, so i juz cant find the reason why im feeling so down.. hmm.. i feel like a hypocrite to myself, im feeling down and yet im saying im ok to all those who ask how am i..
but reali, im at lost to tell ppl how i feel.. yes im down but im ok.. ;)
so here's to all: YA, IM ALRITE!!!! (:(:(: